again...

i'm going to continue my tradition of talking to no one in particular. sometimes its nice to be alone. this is not one of those times.

who is not reading this post: everyone
who doesn't care about me: everyone
who doesn't like me at all: you know who you are

sigh

no one knows or cares i'm alive. i give up.

ahhh... sweet freedom

well, i'm back online, as you may have noticed. my dad went on my computer and found my last post. ouch. after my lovely words about how he could fuck himself, i was banned from coming within a 2 foot radius of the computer. but whatever. this week is crazy and it's turning me crazy with it. aw, who am i fucking kidding? i was already crazy. but..................no one is reading this, so i can say whateeeeeeeeeeveeeeeeeeeeeeer i want. WHATEVER, WHATEVER, I'LL DO WHAT I WANT! my god, i'm talking to nobody

let's begin...

you are witnessing the result of extreme boredom/social isolation. as a result of the little incedent (long story, see below), my dad has physically removed my cell phone and land phone from me and deleted all IM software from both of our computers. that's left me all alone, with no one but chocolate to comfort me. sweet, sweet chocolate. if only i didn't hate you so. see how bipolar i am right now? IT'S ALL MY DAD'S FAULT!

all right, now that that little tirade is over, on to the real reason i did this. as you may or may not know, i ran away on sunday to avoid going to visit my mom's creepy-ass boyfriend in austria. i stayed up LATE saturday night watching the hebrew hammer uncenscored on comedy central (;P) and then didn't really sleep at all after that. at like 6:30 i put on like 4 layers of clothes and left the house at like 7.

i waited at a coffee shop for like 2 hours and then walked over to the amtrak station. i had set it up so that cascio was going to pick me up there at like 10. i had left a note for my dad saying that i had somewhere to stay for a couple of days, but he still freaked out. i had expected that he would, but not as much as he did. he filed a missing persons report and called like everyone he could think of. if he called your house, you probably already knew all this, even more so because he made me call every house he had and apologize.

so i had planned to call him and just be like "hi dad, i'm safe, i'll be back in a few days," but when i called he was like "you're at rachel's house, i'm coming to get you. STAY THERE OR I WILL KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS!" so about 45 minutes later i got to have the most awkward car ride home ever. so, here i am. he forbid me from posting as well, but he can go fuck himself.

i would tell u to call me or IM me, but that won't work. i'll just see you when school gets back. have a happy christmahanukwanzakah.